Kali in the west

I guess you never really know her --
‘cause the goddess ain't a shower -- she’s a sower
greenling grower, wheel within a whirring mower
she's drought, rain shower,
flash of power,
pins-and-needles midnight hour

more often than naught,
she’s bloom,
blossom,
rot --
she’s catcher
and caught

summer sun, the sweet starlight
harvest, bounty, appetite
egg and feather,
nest and flight
fall leaves alight
acorns, snowdrop
winter white
icy wood wrapped thick with night
hunger picking bones to gnaw
root and jaw,
antler, paw,
blood red and raw --
and luck
and law

her crimson claw,
the yawning maw.
frost, bite
spring thaw

ᐂ // for the headpats

GREETINGS MY SWEET LITTLE SUGARBABIES

Well hello there! It's time for another round of rambles and silliness from me, a silly person.

I have about fifteen million internet-appropriated pictures on my phone that I'm going to post eveeeentually(?) but, gol durnit, it has been just TOO LONG since a general news post -- and there's been a lot going on. It is not even February yet! IT IS NOT EVEN FEBRUARY YET

I'm wavering around new approaches to remaining positive this year -- partially because it is highly necessary. I've also been trying to call myself on my own bullshit, sometimes out loud for redundancy. It's still a little bumpy, and I've had some backslides, but: ever forward, whatever forward may entail. I'm in the process of contacting my prior counselor and calling the EAP for some extra support, and I may be tweaking medication stuff or...ugh, something.

My grandpa keeps having strokes, which has been very complicated, both feelings-wise and logistically. I'm still untangling said complicated feelings, so maybe another time, my dudes.

I got a rad af coat??? I'm nnnneverrrr taking it off. I almost threw up on it but saved it dramatically. I also fell down the stairs because I am Good At Injuring Myself™ Then I was bitten by a dog! D: Then I fucked up my knee. My brother's been dealing with a lot of awful shit and I've been trying to support him. I keep! fucking up! and missing work! Needless to say, it's been...kind of a crazy start to the new year. I have been drawing A SHITTON. I wrote a thing I'm kind of ok with? That hasn't happened in awhile. Additionally, I'm updating here! I'm definitely cashing in some headpats today. This is good bc I have been needing them. Luckily I have THE LOVELIEST!!! humans around me who give me a good supply, thank fuckk.

yes headpats

What else? Idk, I'm pretty stressed out but...I just gotta jump back on that mental health train. I wish winter was over.

huhuhuhubutts

HEY YOU KNOW WHAT'S GREAT? RAD STUFF!!!:

THIS IS AAAAAAMAZING

Ancient Magus Bride go watch it nowwwww

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End of post! You made it! You read all the stuff! As a reward, everything after the cut is naughty NSFW pictures of pretty pretty ladies I stole from the internet! PEACE FRANDS

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