& Oh... ohmygod just please don't ever let me go

In the world I see you're stalking elk through the damp canyon forests around the ruins of Rockefeller Center. You'll wear leather clothes that will last you the rest of your life. You'll climb the wrist-thick kudzu vines that wrap the Sears Tower, and when you look down you'll see tiny figures pounding corn, laying strips of venison on the empty car pool lane of some abandoned superhighway.



Let down your hair;
let down your hair.
Rapunzel, Rapunzel:
let down your hair.

$200 is shaped like not enough for rent / this sadness trope is a sadness trope.

Another one of those fun/odd shuffle transitions:
Life Is Pain (Leftover Crack) ---> Your Head is on Fire (Broken Bells)

Still underemployed & underutilized, still grateful for a job at all.
Does my store really need a teen paranormal romance section more than a horror section, and why do I seem to be the only one there who finds this very sad? $40 is acceptable for several diet books but not for one art book, and the poetry section is the tidiest in the store because no one reads poetry books and somehow it is more unusual to notice this & realize the crushing sorrow of it than it is to not read poetry at all.

Generally the most efficient way I've found to get out from under that particular blanket of despair is to replace it with pure rage at carrying those small publishers who only exist to reprint Wikipedia information at exorbitant prices. Who is driving this fucking bookstore?

Customers will occasionally forgo both greetings & pleasantries and snap a title at me as though I were a search engine rather than a human woman. Please remember that when you dehumanize others you are only dehumanizing yourself, and that we are all small here.



Bookbot so very tired.

How did we end so far out?

our names are
written in water


the knowledge
is all around us


we came here
to be washed away






Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing,
there is a field.

Our house has been gripped in the maw of a loathsome pestilence. Fortunately, there is Grooveshark. And naps. And orange juice. So much orange juice.
Bathory to Quiet Company is a weird shuffle transition. I'm going for more orange juice.
Life continues to be what it be.

Am I right, ladies?

On ones and twos

Found out yesterday that this was finally happening.
Oh
em
gee

She's bound to run amok

"The ocean of your own breath is the mosque or temple you dream of. Your tongue in your mouth is the rock from which you could launch yourself into heaven."


This army has so many hands.
Are you one of us?

Carl Sagan, where are you?

lets get our asses back into space into space where we can let the world rest from our madness our sadness lets let the world grow backas we float above it let it grow and bloom and green again and lets let our childrenschildrenschildrenchildren learn our storiesoflovingearth letslet them become explorers with dreams of home and maybe we can come back and the bonobos will be all grown up into something new and we can have another friend in the universe and hope and love and joy and
gladness.
radness.

Rise up: rise up.

"Acceptance. Acceptance of the impermanence of being. And acceptance of the imperfect nature of being, or possibly the perfect nature of being, depending on how one looks at it. Acceptance that this is not a rehearsal. That this is it."

The unpracticed poet

Dearest other,
everything and all you contain:
I verymuch like to play in your
second dimension
and that place
where there is no dimension at all, that place.
thank you for thismost recent upwelldownwell
wellwell.
Thank you for mirrors and thank you for fiction
thank you for poetry, mirrors and diction.

Creatives! Drown your heart with tears
Until it gasps out its desire
take up your courage,
kill your fears
and leave that place with fire.

A deer, a deer, my dear.

Are swans deceiving us all?
Oh I, for one, should know;
I never felt myself so graceful,
and I never swam so slow.

The dog days are over, the dog days are done. Can you hear the horses? 'Cause here they come.

What sounds in a room?