Searchlight Soul // Hold on to love //

Just a wee update -- I'm busy cleaning my house today, organizing and bouncing between projects. I've been working on some things to upload to Redbubble, as well as rearranging and busting out some general spring cleaning. I only have two tiny, thin windows in the attic so it gets dusty as fuuuuck up here, and just stuffy and gross. I'm really looking forward to nicer weather just so I can start getting fresh air in here on a regular basis...and so I can tackle some gardening projects! Aw sheeeit, The Garden: you don't even fucking know the plans I have for thee. *flexes with gardening implements*

I threw on a bunch of Soundgarden this morning and it's left me pumped as hell. I didn't post anything here when Chris Cornell died, but it hit me hard -- Soundgarden was hugely iconic to me as a young thing first venturing into the world, and his lyrics still resonate with me so much.

Also: FUCKING SAME with Dolores O'Riordan?? It's like the formative inspirations for my early adult life just fucked off the earth all at once. Goddamnit.

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Cry, if you want to cry
If it helps you see
If it clears your eyes
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We'll get rid of the locks, but we're keeping the keys

I PAID MY LIBRARY FINES. This means you kids are getting a book post soon. Oh! Such book post! Many graphic novel! Much reads!

I'm gonna be doing some much-needed medication-adjusting soon...otherwise things are pretty good! I have good people. The best people.

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Words you say never seem to live up to the ones inside your head
The lives we make never seem to ever get us anywhere but dead

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don't you lock up something
that you wanted to see fly;
hands are for shaking,
not tying
not tying